Day 3 & 4.
What is your motivation to recover ?
I want to make my parents proud…& I am sure looking down at my arms ^ legs & seeing self-inflicted wounds doesn’t make them happy. So, I suppose my parents are my motivation:)
Do you consider yourself addicted? Why or why not?
Yes, I’d like to think I am pretty addicted to the way it makes me feel. It’s from the adrenaline rush I get when I am doing it, to the the relief I feel when the blood flows. But…afterwards sometimes I feel a sting of regret & guilt:/
